Just know that I love you. As I told you ealier, I have loved you with no regrets. I have given you my all, all of me, and whatever happens in the future, I know my conscience will be clear. You are only the second woman in my life with whom I have fallen in love.
I hope and pray that you and I are meant to be together, but I know I cannot ask for anything more. You have to come to terms with that on your own. You know how I feel. You have to resolve the Harold situation if ever you and I are to be togethere. That I know.
My fear is that you may not come my way. And I love you too much and it hurts too much to think that you may end up in someone else's life as that person's wife. The thought of that tears me. I want you to be the mother of my children. You said that may not happen. You said you are sad that may not happen. You say that with such conviction, like you know that is how it is going to be.
That hurts. I do not think my heart is sophisticated enough to continue to hold on.
That hurt too much. I need my time...for a bit
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